Last post from Londontown

Well, as I sit here in my box filled room, waiting for my Dad to arrive, I am filled with a variety of emotions. I am sad because I have had to say a really hard good-bye. I don't know if I will ever see this person, again, it reminds of the last line in Shakespeare's play Love's Labours Lost " you this way, us that way"- or something to that effects. Good-byes really suck, and I have had to say a few too many, but it's part of life. It's always bittersweet closing one chapter of our lives, sad to be leaving, but hopeful as we write new chapters. This morning, I was having some serious doubts about whether I would actually be able to go through with this. I kept on thinking, who's girl genius idea was it for me to move to Europe not knowing a soul? No one told me it was going to be this hard. I still kind of think that, but I know it will be fine. I am excited, but it has just been overshadowed with the saddness, and the stress of moving. Because on top of figuring otu what I need in Europe, I have to pack up everything else. I am much more relaxed now too, because the place is offically all packed up excepted for my phone, and my computer. Although I must say although I heard my mothers voice in my head telling me to pack light, not as easy as it sounds. Plus I think I had a really good sign. I have a necklace that I bought in Stratford last fall with Sarah, and it has a celtic charm for good fortune. It's been lost since June, and wouldn't you know it, on my last day I found it while packing, hiding behind my alarm clock? So very happy. I will really miss London, when I get back from Europe, I think I will move here. I love it here, this place is home to me now, and it has been good to me. I really cherish the new friends I have made here, and hope will we remain friends. So I guess there is really nothing to say but so long, far well, auf wiedersen, good-bye. Until we meet again.